inspirasi saya :)

Jumat, 27 Januari 2012

secondhand serenade - fall for you


The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm your's to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

banyak tanda tanya?????

5 januari 2012
jam 23:55

kamu.. kamu.. kamu.. dan selalu masih kamu dan tentang kamu....
iya KAMU!!!!!!
gila yah... 6 bulan lebih putus dari kamu , 6 bulan lebih telah berlalu, setelah kejadian menghebohkan itu terjadi.. tetap saja kamu masih terlintas di benak dan fikiran ku!!
ya Allah SUMPAH aku benar-benar gak ngerti dan masih belum NGERTI akan semua ini !!!
dia yang selalu jahat sama aku..
dia yang gak pernah peduli sama aku.. #noleh dikit ajah GAK!!!
dia yang khianati aku..
dia yang ninggalin aku gitu ajah..
dia yang terlantarin aku..
dia yang hanya buat aku sekedar pelampiasan
dia yang gak pernah hargain aku
SEKARANG APA YANG PERLU DI PERTAHANKAN DARI SEORANG DIA?!?!?!?!?!

TUHAN AKU MOHON INI SOAL HATI :'(

ini gak semudah yang di bayangin..
gak semudah yang di bicarakan..
bahkan gak semudah membalikan telapak tangan!!!
aku tau!! yang selalu tau tentang hati dan perasaan ku saat ini hanyalah Allah dan tentu kepada diri ku sendiri!!!
lalu kepada siapa lagi aku harus curhat tentang rasa ini selain pada Engkau Allah ku...
semuanya gak bakal ada yang ngerti !!!
iya, GAK BAKAL ADA YANG NGERTI!!!!
bahkan dia !!! dia gak bakal ngerti...
dan gak akan bakal ngerti

Secondhand serenade – your call


Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry
Call I’m desperate for your voice
I’m listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It’s playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious
You and me, flesh to flesh
’Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what’s your fantasy?
What’s your, what’s your
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight
And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I’m tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stay Close, Don’t Go Lyrics – Secondhand Serenade

I’m staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you’ve given me?
I know I’ve been selfish,
I know I’ve been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I’ll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

[Chorus]
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone,
Don’t tell me I will make it on my own.
Don’t leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink ’til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to,
Sweep you off of your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted what you do,
But I’ll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.
[Chorus]
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone,
Don’t tell me I will make it on my own.
Don’t leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink ’til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
And don’t you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it’s putting up the fight.
And I’ve got this feeling,
That everything’s alright.
Don’t you see?
I’m not the only one for you,
But you’re the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone.
[Chorus]
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone,
Don’t tell me I will make it on my own.
Don’t leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink ’til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Don’t leave me tonight.

Rabu, 11 Januari 2012

belajar dari masa lalu,kegagalan,kesalahan n kebodohan ! :')

KEHILANGAN mengajarkan kita arti MEMILIKI.

KEKECEWAAN mengajarkan kita KEHATI-HATIAN.

KESEPIAN mengajarkan kita arti KEBERSAMAAN.

Percayalah di balik setiap hal yg terjadi selalu ada HIKMAH yang bisa kita petik.

Bukankah untuk menguatkan langkah kedepan terkadang kita harus mundur kebelakang.
Kesalahan n kegagalan seharusnya membuat kita lebih kuat,lebih tabah, lebih arif dan bijak, karena itu adalah harga mati dari sebuah kedewasaan... !!!

Jumat, 06 Januari 2012

Secondhand Serenade - Awake Lyrics


With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything



Rabu, 04 Januari 2012

CINTA GILA....... !!!!!!!!!

serasa di bohongi, tapi aku SAYANG
serasa di khianati, tapi tetep ajah aku masih gak pernah bisa menerima KENYATAAN pahit ini
dan aku tau, emang dia buat aku sekedar pelampiasan. tapi semua itu serasa tidak ada artinya setelah aku bener-bener JATUH CINTA sama dia...!!!!!
terkadang aku emang ngrasa orang yang paling bodoh atas semua ini.. terkadang aku kesel..
jujur ajah terkadang aku ngrasa capek atas smua ini Tuhan...
tapi terkadang malah aku anggap dia SEGALA-GALANYA  buat aku.
aku yakin Tuhan itu adil...
aku yakin semua pasti ada hikmahnya..
Cinta memang bener-bener gila,bener-bener buta,dan bener-bener bisa ngerubah semuanya secara drastis!!!!

menahan prih

Tuhan..
aku tak tau harus gimana lagi..?
aku tidak bisa membohongi diri ku sendiri
yang bisa aku rasa hanya lah rasa sayang ini
mungkinkah aku tlah SALAH , karena tlah berharap lebih kepada dia..?
sampai kapan aku harus menunggu dia sadar?
sampai kapan aku harus menahan rasa sakit ini?
apa yang harus aku lakukan..?
mengejar cintanya atau aku hanya berdiam diri saja..?
bagaimana kalau dia sudah tidak sayang aku lagi..?
bagaimana kalau rasa itu tlah pergi..?
adakah sesorang yang tlah mengisi hatinya selain aku..?
siapa aku di matanya? masihkah aku berharga di mata hatinya?
kenapa dia berubah?
dimanakah dia yang dulu.....???
yang selalu menyayangi ku dan selalu bisa membuat ku tersenyum..
sunggung ku merindukan dirinya yang dulu..
merindukan di saat kita bisa tertawa bersama. . .